Firstly, I presented my graduation project, and it went very well. I didn't do as good as I imagined myself doing, i did freeze once but somehow recovered in 3-4 seconds to slam the grand finally of the project in. So Graduation Project = Major Success.
- So as far as music goes, I'm not too sure if I'm ready to continue. I stepped back and had a look at myself, and noticed everything I'm doing is so mediocre. I think I'm going to stop producing sound in every shape and form. It's just isn't there for me anymore, my drive for it has been ruined by the reality of what it really is. A business. ( $$$ ), Not my type of deal.
- As far as my social life, thing's have been getting worse. I've been so depressed that it is really ridiculous, I've had so much anxiety in the pass weeks, I'm surprised it hasn't pushed me to jump a bridge, so to speak.
- My favorite little soul in this planet died as well...
- Which has not helped, So i end this entry today, completely in shock.
- I do not care about music, school, or life. I miss my doggy.
Depression
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